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Weiyh !
i hate this school man TT
i want to change school TT
change change change pls :(
i cant stand it anymore

I feel like i was ripped apart into many many pieces ...
Everyone say its not
but i do think is real
IT WAS LIKE SO OBVIOUS !

Just like today.
Recess i was infront of her classroom.
talking to friends.
then he was behind the car with his friend
he stand there quite long
and then for a while later
he went in to the class
so i was like ,
okay ....

so i just pull my friends over to the over side.
Then , unlucky , meet them again.
i was registering for some thing.
then i look around because my friend helped me to write it.
i saw something , hahhaa
i saw them walking together....
ada cakap , ada senyum ;D
hahhahaha !
i was like ,
okay ....

i forget about it later on.
But then , we had moral for our last class
she was in my class.
the bell rings.
i pack finish ,
waiting for sheafang.
when she was nearly ready ,
i went out to wait for her
i wish she could just pack faster !
because i saw him waiting for her...
so when they were walking closer to me ,
i waiting for my friend at the stair case
it was too late too !
there are just near by..
i felt sad you know. just sad.
i can just sense that they are just behind me
TT

why so i have to suffer this ?
i told you that i wanted to jump the Bungee Jump at Macau
I want to let go all the stress and pain ..
its 233M
it can also let you feel ,
then feeling that all the ppl suicide when jumping of a cliff.
brg me to the sea
i want to shout it all out.
PLS
DONT MAKE ME SUFFER LIKE THIS.
ARHHHHHHH !!!!!